I really feel you bro. I really do. You don't have to have good dribbling skills or techniques to be good in soccer. Passing also plays a very essential part in soccer, i cant emphasize enough. Many people don't see this, they think its lame and that individuality proves them a good player but they're absolutely wrong. So for now don't worry about your touches and dribbles but try to pass the ball more often with an idea of where your team mates are. Try and have a sense of your players' movements, whether be it team mates or opponents. Assisting is also highly regarded as a good sport for one to do so

Practice some drills like zigzag and tricks. Go onto soccertricks.org it helped me to be honest. Try one on one with a friend it might help as well